Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry for not keeping everyone updated. There has been so much shit going on I haven't had the energy or been near a place with internet for a while. Let's see...I already told you about the EEG I had to do. But then I also had to go for an MRI and a sleep study. Everything turned out to be normal which is good. Christmas was fun, spent some time with mom and all of them. Then my grandma, Nanny went in to the hospital right after Christmas for about two weeks. So my dad and me have been taking her to all of her appointments. That has been so overwhelming going here and there and not getting enough sleep. Then I found out I'm being sued for not being able to pay off a credit card. I haven't charged anything on it since I got fired in 2007, but I haven't been able to pay anything on it either. So yeah on the 10th I have to go down to Richmond and plead my case. I spoke to a lawyer and he said they would probably find me guilty but since I can't work and have nothing to sell to get money they have no way of getting any money from me. I feel bad not being able to pay them, I swear I would if I could, but I don't have it! And then 2 nights ago we had to take Nanny to a doctor's appointment and the doctor was almost two hours late. Told us someone called screaming about why where they doing this and that. No one called ranting and raving like that. But Nanny and Dad were very upset. Meanwhile I've been achy and had some nausea for a week, and the more they get worked up the sicker I feel. We stop at McDonalds for dinner I throw up in the bathroom. Get this horrible sharp pains in my chest and down my arms. Finally decided to go to the hospital after and hour or so. They took me in gave me Morphine, did xrays and a catscan and blood work. They couldn't figure out why my heart rate was elevated and why I still had pressure on my chest, so they kept me for the night. They gave me on top of my regular meds. They cam to the conclusion that is was just anxiety and let me go. I have to go for a stress test next week or so just to see how everything is going. Anyway, I''m home now. Still have pain and discomfort in areas but there isn't any sharpness to them. I need to find a new psychiatrist soon. I don't want to feel like this again. I know I've been under a lot of stress lately I just had never felt anything like that so I didn't even think about it being anxiety, but I sure didn't know what it could have been. Anyways I'm still not feeling to good so I'm going to go lay down for a while.